ekila:

waaah I keep seeing awesome cosplay stuff everywhere and I am really jealous because it looks like so much fun— humm I’d really like to go cosplaying sometime but I think I would just be a major drag on everyone and also it’s hard to find characters who suit a small chubby girl with…

HEY HAYLEY oh wow sorry! Under the cut is generally me saying the same thing but with extra annoying.
I JUST, I dunno- I think, like- well noone is ever going to think every photo that’s taken of them is awesome (especially me, although I kinda make them awful on purpose >;D)
BUT if I went as someone and then.. I don’t know, if I made them look bad I would feel awful about it!
Which is guess is kinda silly, especially since if you don’t think you look good in photos- you probably won’t think you make ANY character look good?
NOT that there would even be photos taken, wow if I cosplayed, most of the pictures would probably be selfies of myself from someone elses camera that I stole ~~

YOU GUYS are just really cool and idk— hahahah :”D
I suppose I’d worry about feeling out of place by being around your extreme awesomeee? AND everyone elses oh man this is going in a weird directionnnnnn—
ANYWAY I don’t even think I could stick with a character I should watch more quality animes or something hahaa~ ha ha ・゜・(ノД`)